>>1826>soul crystal idea
Not to mention how there are many anime characters with horns, sometimes tails too. Not to say I'm a fan of anime, but I've had some exposure to it in my time.
We agree on many things, but disagree on others.
It doesn't really matter to you whether I agree or not.
I think I've been 'courted' by both succubus and some positive being in quick succession today. You might say I have reached reasonable cognizance on how these beings interact with us in seemingly mundane ways.
I can't play bait and switch forever...
I have reached the point where I can transmute myself. The opportunities of the lifetime I currently occupy seems to have had more potential for the negative, as I have seen.
The seeming obstinance of my fellow man, the fight for my innocence and my quest for higher meaning have sent me here, among other places. They constantly brimg me back to some awareness of my current dilemma.
I think the next question is, "are you with us?"
I must sacrifice so many things.
Truly, there are pluses and minuses to both sides.
I can let go of all concern of my fate and become a traveller of the cosmos, experiencing life from different perspectives. To become a boddhisattva of sorts. This is what I've been doing at my more cognizant moments. And thus not transmute myself, to unify myself to the greatest of my ability to this directive and tread on, regardless of the steepness of the path. I figure this is one way to the positive, and the one I am most inclined towards. Or I can factor my fate in as high priority and, with considerable effort, join you.
Ultimately, they both give the same 'prestige'...
It is possible to reach the positive and the negative through myriad paths, and both exist in myriad modes.
Having had typed this, I have figured out my calling. And that is to throw my fate into the wind, as I have probably done in my past incarnations, and continue on, for as long as it takes.
I wish you the best of luck in your endeavors. Thank you for aiding me in these dark times.
Hopefully, we can still share notes ;)